I can't wait anymore I can't do this anymore I can't wait arrpund my parents knowing being around them especially in this crunched time caused me to be unable to finishy novel in peace in any way I am so tired of struggling uphill I workedtoo sanm hard on my own all summer for it to come to this their money paid for this with no fun and no writing with no computer 💻 here I wrote nothing with all these straight people I spent half the time stressed I want writing or having the good time others wanred me to have it's like im done because ng greatdul no writer was morap one hundred perfect they will judge meregardless I will not let my parents get in the way of me finishing my novel
Fuck staying with family or friends it's gonna mess with my new badasses
Yesterday I was moody mood swings I know em I'm riding out like a fucking champ champ champ
But Iadeup my mind hotel week for real rel writers retreat business trip on daddy's money is fucking upon me I hate him he owes me back for my childhood I won't spend another second not finishing my book another second with him and another second genrally letting him telle how to live my life him and mom arent gonma force me tp stay wirh tgem or mot finish my book anymore
They dontaee how far I've come how famousivegotten I'm not gonna let my disabilities shitty parents guilt or anything holdme back from living the luxurious professional life style I WANT TO LEAD from now on this is my life I'm done hiding how successful talented and smart I am how messy I'm done hiding how bold
Bold to spend 1;000s of dollars of ur abusive controlling parents momey on.a second vacation right after the one they were gonna hold over ur head that wasn't even fun where u were having anxiety attacks the whole time and didn't even get to write or party yet the gays or dogald tgw srudf u qajfed ro do just like almost every other vacation u ever took where u finally get to go relax and have fun but the one thing u wanna do or just what u wanna do to finally be in an environment for once whee ur free u cant and its likw sp mych less incredible tgen it waa in ur head no bitcg afrer all u sufferes afrer all ur bloossweat and tears they won't see that they never saw u deserve better
