I dont want to make art for love
I just wanna make art again being in the phyc ward not able to draw of runction due to meds made me realize that
I would love more money I would love to be able to produce art weekly, and to the demands of others
But im quitting the school papper making my comics once a week was...a dream
To produce a body of work im proud of,
money doing everthing for somone else it makes me sick,
What about art for its own sake
Im priviged they will say I live off a small allownce from the parrents who abaoned me in my youth who I dont trust or like, but ive gottne better at living with becuase I must, i forgive them some now more ten I had
BUt in truth I never will forgive my parrents or the world
for making me an artsits in a world where no one has time, time to live to work to make art the art that is the only way their souls can be free
Untill I went back to where I always end up the phcy ward for hopfully the last time,
I was focused alot on things could call me unreoeinzble to get through the curel endless nights on the ward I cling to being normal to actully being sufusfull in the worlds eyes
Busssnisses and ;
But in truth running a bussniss selling my art ---is never somthing i could bear to do
I need to make art, I finally have ways to do so enough money to get by,
Is that a le
after being stuck in the phyc ward I missed drawing more then anything need to get rid of this mental block telling me not to make art weather becuase of ADHD or becuase,
